JULY 2008.

2July2008. 5 month anniversary. of silent love. LOL <3. -morning / bus stop-. 903 came first, Samantha got on. 900 comes, I get to school. Samantha + Rita waiting for me at the gates. Samantha: "Hannah, can I talk to you?". Johannah: "What ? If you're going to say that you dont like me...I don't really care". Samantha: "No! I do like you! It's just that everyone's being a bitch!". Johannah: "So then why do you talk about me in class ? Why are random people coming up to me and telling me what you think about me and that you think I'm a bitch because I get to walk with Joseph?". -Joseph walks past us (behind me)-. Samantha: "WHAT DO YOU WANT?". -Joseph looks up at us, walks away-. Samantha: "I'm trying to get a life here and everyone just keeps ruining it by spreading rumours.. I don't want them to ruin your life either!". Johannah: "Alrite then". Samantha: "Yeah so I don't know whats going on. I don't even know that guy!". Johannah: "Who ? Joseph?". Samantha: "Yeah ! Him ! All I know is that he's in year 9". Rita: "So is this like in primary where yous are fighting over one guy?". Samantha: "Is she getting annoying?". Johannah: "Yes, she is!". -Andrea comes, Samantha and Rita walk away-. -Went to the pavillion, told Ellen + Alexa what happened-. (Ellen + Alexa catches 903). Ellen: "Yeah I heard Samantha say 'lets wait for Hannah' and then Rita's like 'whos Hannah?' and Samantha goes 'um. the one that likes Joseph' ..". IM GONA PUNCH SAMANTHA'S FACE IN. LOL. -After school/walking home, Joseph + Johannah + Remy-. Johannah: "Did you see Samantha in the morning? She was full on waiting for me". Joseph: "Yeah. When she was like 'what do you want' thats when I noticed yous were even there. Before she said it, I didnt see yous". Johannah: "Ohh, haha". Joseph: "So what'd she say?". Johannah: "She was telling me that she's trying to get a life but people keep ruining it and that she doesn't want my life to get ruined aswell and I'm just thinking 'um, alrite then?' ..". Joseph: "Ahaha. Why is she worrying about your life? Your life isnt as fucked up as hers". Johannah: "Yeah. And then shes like 'no! I do like you!'..". Joseph: "Thats the thing. You don't want her to like you!". Johannah: "Haha. Yeahs". Joseph: "You know how she told me off for doing nothing?". Johannah: "Yeah". Joseph: I was umm. I was thinking of uhh. I wass.. never mind..". -Johannah looks at Joseph-. Johannah: "Alrite then?". Joseph: "I was thinking of grabbing your hand and going 'cmon babe, lets go' .. to piss her off". Johannah: "Ohh. haha". Joseph: "If I did that... what would you have done?". Johannah: "I woulda been like, wtf". Joseph: "ngaaw. Then it wouldn't have worked. But next time I see you talking to her, I'm gona do that. But don't say anything". Johannah: "haha. alrite then". <33.

3July2008. LAST DAY BEFORE SCHOOL HOLIDAYS.

9July2008. -had a dream-. Got off bus with Joseph after school. Different place. Sat down for a while, talking. Johannah: "I'd better go. My step-dad's probably wondering where I am..Bye". -Johannah gets up-. Joseph: "Alrite then .. Bye. Love you". -Johannah looks at him in confusion-. Joseph: "I really do.. love you". -woke up by alarm <.<

10July2008. Saw his family for the first time ? MUM - mrs aguar. DAD - ELEPHANT ? LITTLE BROTHER - cute ? LOL. SISTER - mrs deegan / tall ? LOL.

24July2008. BACK TO SCHOOl , SAW HIM IN THE MORNING / BUS STOP <3 . -after school/boys school/bus stop. -900 comes, Joseph walking to the bus-. Johannah + Chantelle going to westfield. Johannah: "Go this way!". -Points to Joseph's direction-. Chantelle: "NO, this way is faster!". -Points to other direction-. Johannah: "No! This way is FASTER!". -points to Joseph's direction-. Chantelle: "fuckingg hell. THIS WAY". -points other way-. Johannah: "Finee. sheesh". -walks towards Chantelle-. Chantelle: "Was that Joseph behind you?". Johannah: "Yeahh ". Chantelle: "Ohh. Is that why you wanted to go that way?". Johannah: "Yeah, get his attention ". Chantelle: "Ahaha. He was looking". Johannah: "OMG, serious?". LOL.

25July2008. Bus didnt come in the morning ? WAITED FOREVER. Joseph: "Remy, have you got the time?". Remy - silence. Joseph: "Alrite then.. Samantha, have you got the time?". -samantha sticks rude finger up at him-. Joseph: "wtf, I was just asking..". -Joseph looks back at me-. Joseph: "Excuse me, Hannah?". Johannah: "Umm, yeah?". Joseph: "Have you got the time?" Johannah: "No, sorry". -He looks at some other guy-. Joseph: "Have you got the time?". Other guy: "8.23". Joseph: "OMGG. fuck. im going home at 8.30..Remy, are you going home at 8.30?". Remy: "...". Joseph: "...". Remy: "No". Joseph: "Loser..Hannah, are you?". Johannah: "Yeah probably". Joseph: "Ok". -Samantha starts walking to ???-. Johannah: "Are you walking to school?". Samantha: "YES because I don't want another infringement!!". ........ -bus STILL doesnt come-. Joseph: "Do you wanna go now?". Johannah: "At 8.30..". Joseph: "It is 8.30". Johannah: "Alrite". -we start walking home-. Joseph: "Walk faster. I don't wanna see the bus come ........... Damn, I dont think anyones home". Johannah: "I'd climb through my window if no one was home". Joseph: "Yeah. But since its been raining, everyones locked their window". Johannah: "Ohh. haha. alrite". Joseph: "But I think my sister's home". Johannah: "ohk". Joseph: "YES! I get to lie down all day!".

29July2008. -going to library-. SAW JOSEPH NEAR LIBRARY <3 period 1. SAW HIM AGAIN <3 period 4. looking near the stairs. Johannah: "What year they in?". Chantelle: "8". Johannah: "Ngawws". -I look straight, Rochelle pointing the other way- .. I look .. Joseph looking at me .

31July2008. periodFour . 11:40am . Outside Library . Food Tech. Lots of bags at the front of the library. Looking for JC. Cynthia: "THERE!". :D. took a picture with Emma's phone <3. wanted to go through his bag :L